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my life

Mon Aug 7, 2006, 4:57 PM
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its been so long since i’ve seen you

your smile is slowly fading


every day we spent together

is slowly being replaced

by the days we spend apart.






Take my hand, and dance with me in the rain.






It's funny how you go through time and nothing changes,

but you look back and everything is different.





And she didn't see how much she cared

until she realized that he didn't care at all.





Every night, she finds herself lying in bed,


reliving and remembering every glance he gave<bt>
and every word he said.





everytime i think about you


i have to remind myself;

if you wanted to talk to me

you would







he looked at me & said,

"do you ever feel like you're working


for something you're never going to get?

you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.

like, no matter what, you can't have it,

but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"


i looked at him, stared at him for a second,

& replied, "<n>everyday
..."







Never let success get to your head


and never let failure get to your heart.






she's little girl with big old dreams,

she's got a big heart


& she'll never <s>scream</s>

even when things are hard

she says, "everythings alright."






they asked me to describe myself. so i said, "im 14 ; i have blonde hair and hazel eyes. and i like this boy, but if you asked this boy... he wouldnt know what color my eyes were..."






why ruin a perfectly good flower,

when already you know that he loves you not??






You laugh with your friends


&&hope he's looking your way...






...cuz it was just one of those moments

that belonged in a black and white photo.







& i could never forget

the way you looked at me.






it's like i'm starting to fall for you


[ l i k e t h e r a i n ]

but your umbrella is in the way.






don`t ever let the sadness of your past

& the fear of your future


ruin the happiness of your present






Don't talk to me, Don't smile at me,

Don't even look at me. Because I'm never


Going to let myself fall for you again.






I wonder when i pass by does his stomach do a flip? does he get nervous? does he <s>ignore</s> his friends, just to look at me? does he wait to see my smile? does he get sweaty palms? does he think to himself ... "oh gosh here she comes"?






"Honey, just cuz i talk slow doesnt mean im stupid."

--Sweet Home Alabama--





if one day you notice

that i haven't talked to you in a while,


it's not because i don't care anymore ;;

it's because you pushed me away.






Listen to your friends

when they tell you hes a bad choice


because they can see what

you refuse to






Look for the boy

that will go out of his way


just so he could see you

for five minutes






&&Shes the type of girl

who tries not to like you,


but ends up falling for you even harder






Boys never used to notice me before ;;

I wasn't even on their list of alternatives.







The more her heart breaks,

the louder her music plays.






i wouldnt change the past for anything.


i wouldnt change the way i felt,

the things i did,
or what i said.

i wouldnt change who i was or what you meant to me

the only thing i would change, was the way you felt back.







i always feel like ive said the wrong things.

i constantly obess over what i couldve done better.

i wish i could just let it all go







dont hide under your smile.





i want you to look at me like you've never looked at anyone else

i want you to look at me like i have something other girls dont







it has taken me a long time to realize this and i think im starting to get it,

but sometimes what you want isnt what you get;

but in the end, what you get is so much better then what
you wanted in the first place.







i want a guy thats sweet,

you know, he gives me his coat when i'm cold,

stands up for me against his friends,

treats me like i'm one of a kind,


but most of all he loves me for me






he put me through pain

and he knows it


that's why he can't

look me in the eyes

like he used to






when you start to miss me,

Remember- you were the one who made me cry;


broke my heart; turned your back;

&& wouldnt give me another chance






Dont even try it, honey. I gave up before you even noticed me.






i know how hard it feels

to let go of something

you've been holding onto

for so long but if you

think about how much


you've been missing while

holding on to just that

one thing, you might not

let a whole lot of other

opportunities pass you by






have you ever noticed that you can't help

but stare at him until he turns around,

yet when he does, you'll stare until your eyes meet


then you look away then look right back just

to see if hes still staring






One of the worst feelings in the world


is knowing that that special someone

is still in your heart;;

but you`re not in theirs






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